30 Weeks

Today marks 30 weeks of my last and final pregnancy.

It really is bittersweet even though I have been dying the past few weeks not to be pregnant anymore.

But I truly will miss it. I will miss feeling my baby move inside of me. I will miss knowing I am growing something that will soon become a walking, talking, loving little kid like his siblings. I will miss the bond I feel with my unborn child.

& then again, I won’t miss the nausea, the uncomfortableness, the swelling or the pain I feel when moving.

Pregnancy is a crazy thing. 9 months of carrying a child you have not met yet. 9 months of pure love. 9 months of worry. & 9 months of counting down the days until you can finally hold him or her.

I have never loved and hated a job more.

I say job loosely. Pregnancy is not for the weak but a lot of woman do it. A lot of woman dream about it. & sadly a lot of woman never get to.

Pregnancy is hard. Pregnancy changes a woman mentally and obviously physically.

But it is worth it.

So here is to 30 weeks. 3/4 of the way done with my last pregnancy. & that much closer to meeting my baby boy 💙

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